tired.. really, really tired.
I have put off writing my report for the month and I need to get that done, I am going to say that I will finish up my term in service to the tower, but that I would not like to be considered to continue at the post. I miss having fun with my sister, and being able to say what I think with out people trying to turn it around on me.
If everything I say truly reflect Her Grace and the Tower, then she needs to back off my husband and she is totally right about my sister...
The fest is nice, I just kind of stopped talking to people and stayed close to Allye, it makes it way more fun and no one seems to notice. I like it better that way. I want to go thru more and see everything and play more games I think. That is going to be my focus. I will finish my duty to the tower, but I am also going to try to get back to being more like me. I don't like this person that says rude things to people and gets angry. I miss my sister and my husband and my friends. I will always be loyal to the tower and fight for Her Grace. I truly feel like Shard and Ilithi are my home, but, I am not willing to sacrifice who I am to the people that seem to not mind making me who they want me to be, regardless of the truth.
Okay, fine... I feel better. Sorry for ignoring you journal <3
On a happier note! We got the flat decorated and Terrakeet is beautiful. He needs a cage but we are going to have one made for him. Allye is genius. I am so lucky.